I meant to find a way to take the emphasis off food. But food is everywhere in this Program. I'm gobbling up OA literature, munching For Today meditations each morning, searching cupboards for a workable food plan. It seems my whole day is spent journaling about food, thinking about food, talking about food. Hysteria has me in its grip right at the moment. I'm weak and giggling, near to toppling off my stool. Imagine! My most recent success has been to find a new way to obsess about food!
I know better, really. I believe in the Program, especially seeing its results in the people I've just met at the meetings.
Life has been so heavy. My body weight is so heavy. I've been carrying around a useless load, and it feels good to throw it to the wind for a moment and laugh at myself.
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'a merry heart doeth good like a medicine!' -- a wise man said. :) bh
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